In 2001, I left the Air Force and was
very much overweight. Between 2001 and 2003 I lost 100lbs with diet,
exercise, and decreasing a LOT of negative stress in my life. I moved,
went to college and made some really wonderful friends. I lost that
tremendous amount of weight kept it off for three years. My weight came
back with a vengeance, however, after a combination of medical issues
and being KO'd by one-too-many life crises. I stayed the same large size
for almost six years, yet people would still approach me and treat me
as if I murdered someone because I gained the weight back. Even
strangers would ask, "What happened? You used to be so much smaller!"
Often I would hurt their feelings right back, but never as much as they
hurt mine. It took my brother to get me back in my good place. He said,
"Even if you did gain it back, how many people can say they've lost
100lbs? You still did it. You've at least done it before."
So I think that will be my mantra: You've done this before.
Weightloss wasn't my primary goal for becoming a runner. I just honestly like being a runner. Still, I take comfort in being reminded that I've walked down the weightloss road before. This time, however, I will run it. :)
So I think that will be my mantra: You've done this before.
Weightloss wasn't my primary goal for becoming a runner. I just honestly like being a runner. Still, I take comfort in being reminded that I've walked down the weightloss road before. This time, however, I will run it. :)
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